Darkness sometimes is a Right Hand to help man release.
Yesterday evening, the electricity failed for nearly 10 min.Within this limited span, someone could expose what his heart feels,then freed even not to the top of his bent.
To the man who normally hides their feelings and avoids weeping in front of others, it is the chance to help them out and turn another picture of mankind.
Shadows of all the substances are clear, fingers’ weak and vague. Only the big bright tears are the brightest.
Darkness helps man out,
Darkness helps a man to be a real man.
Though sleepy as he is, still wait till 12 wee hours, Best wishes are conveyed to my Forever!
See, Darkness is not as dark as it is as usual, while like an angel in darkness with wings to take all the pains and sorrows far away!
7.30.2008
7.28.2008
Still U ?
Don't U care about someone anymore, at least not the way u used to, but i've become a bit of a compassionate person and i wouldn't wish harm on someone, especially someone who used to be such a big part of my life, which i wish someone could be used to be that part. I want to tell you that i'm thankful for the good memories we had, and i'm sad we didn't spend the summer and the coming 3 years together.
It's funny, because i still remember the last afternoon i saw you through the webcam. i remember looking at you and thinking everything was so perfect, and i was excited and happy at that moment.How i wish that moment will never stop. I see your lovely face and cute everything...be in tears , cause how i wish that i'm by your side...
But after the most latest time we "quarrel", i realized that you're not the same person anymore. It seems u changed. When u said u would let me away when i can't stand the hardship of our departure. I feel my heart broken. What i wanna hear is that u can come back and be with me. Such a simple "gimmick may express your heart. U're someone that doesn't exist. All those memories of you that i was holding onto, now and even future,made me laugh. When you'd bite my finger, hold my hand or kiss my mouth, or ...are just memories of a person that may not exist now. Maybe just time and distance made so, whatever.
and just so you know, i really did love you, which was something i didn't think i was capable of doing with any guy. so how i hope U are the one who can keep me company forever and forever.
Don't U remember me? Don't U be that U? Don't U remember our sweet promise?
If not,I just hope that one day you can make a boy who u think u could make him happy without having to hurt him. I just hope that one day you can live to love him.I just hope that one day you can think of me and not forget me,Your ex-boyfriend.
Best Wishes!
Yours forever
It's funny, because i still remember the last afternoon i saw you through the webcam. i remember looking at you and thinking everything was so perfect, and i was excited and happy at that moment.How i wish that moment will never stop. I see your lovely face and cute everything...be in tears , cause how i wish that i'm by your side...
But after the most latest time we "quarrel", i realized that you're not the same person anymore. It seems u changed. When u said u would let me away when i can't stand the hardship of our departure. I feel my heart broken. What i wanna hear is that u can come back and be with me. Such a simple "gimmick may express your heart. U're someone that doesn't exist. All those memories of you that i was holding onto, now and even future,made me laugh. When you'd bite my finger, hold my hand or kiss my mouth, or ...are just memories of a person that may not exist now. Maybe just time and distance made so, whatever.
and just so you know, i really did love you, which was something i didn't think i was capable of doing with any guy. so how i hope U are the one who can keep me company forever and forever.
Don't U remember me? Don't U be that U? Don't U remember our sweet promise?
If not,I just hope that one day you can make a boy who u think u could make him happy without having to hurt him. I just hope that one day you can live to love him.I just hope that one day you can think of me and not forget me,Your ex-boyfriend.
Best Wishes!
Yours forever
An Accidental Kiss
To our generous friend,
I'm still wondering all the morning, do you really love me or my foot? Are you attracted by my scent of man? Or are you drunk yesterday and fail to return your right nest? Or ....I do admire and appreciate your acceptance of the place where you spend a whole night. Congratulations! And you set an unprecedented record from the minute i roughly find your existence...
The first thing i do as soon as i entre my domitary is at first to check my "broken" ankle, and then check out what holly person and distinguished guest you are. Fortunately, my ankle is less aching and swollen than it was at dawn. Glad to find out it's a bee indeed which is considered as a useful insect kisses me!
Accident happens when i'm ready to leave for KES instead of Catherine who is luckily invited to a birthday party. I feel a sudden ache while i'm wearing my socks, at that time,i've no idea until i hear the humming coming directly from inside my sock. I'm sure i am kissed by some animals. For it's time to hit the road,i have no choice but to give up the opportunity to check in detail. I promise then i'll destroy him or her the time i come back. Acctually,in my deep heart, it would be an animal like bee which is able to make noise like humming.
I tell to my friends what happend to me. One says because i have a sweet mouth, which deserves a kiss from such a bee. The other says, due to my smelly sock, a real fly or mosquito becomes a bee which offers me a accidental kiss on the hazy morning.
Anyway,i'm thankful to such an accidental kiss that enables me a special day. But, i must show my sympothy to the bee. I do not mean to bother your sound sleep and seriously feel sorry to admit your sacrifice after your kiss,known through common sense.
Now i want to say i never hate you,it's only an accident. Since we are even, wish you a better life in the animal heaven!I'm proud of your existence on the earth and feel honored to learn the Bee Spirit form you. That is spirit of industry,teamwork,dedication, self-dicipline,and seeking for reality.
Yours, friend
Ryan
I'm still wondering all the morning, do you really love me or my foot? Are you attracted by my scent of man? Or are you drunk yesterday and fail to return your right nest? Or ....I do admire and appreciate your acceptance of the place where you spend a whole night. Congratulations! And you set an unprecedented record from the minute i roughly find your existence...
The first thing i do as soon as i entre my domitary is at first to check my "broken" ankle, and then check out what holly person and distinguished guest you are. Fortunately, my ankle is less aching and swollen than it was at dawn. Glad to find out it's a bee indeed which is considered as a useful insect kisses me!
Accident happens when i'm ready to leave for KES instead of Catherine who is luckily invited to a birthday party. I feel a sudden ache while i'm wearing my socks, at that time,i've no idea until i hear the humming coming directly from inside my sock. I'm sure i am kissed by some animals. For it's time to hit the road,i have no choice but to give up the opportunity to check in detail. I promise then i'll destroy him or her the time i come back. Acctually,in my deep heart, it would be an animal like bee which is able to make noise like humming.
I tell to my friends what happend to me. One says because i have a sweet mouth, which deserves a kiss from such a bee. The other says, due to my smelly sock, a real fly or mosquito becomes a bee which offers me a accidental kiss on the hazy morning.
Anyway,i'm thankful to such an accidental kiss that enables me a special day. But, i must show my sympothy to the bee. I do not mean to bother your sound sleep and seriously feel sorry to admit your sacrifice after your kiss,known through common sense.
Now i want to say i never hate you,it's only an accident. Since we are even, wish you a better life in the animal heaven!I'm proud of your existence on the earth and feel honored to learn the Bee Spirit form you. That is spirit of industry,teamwork,dedication, self-dicipline,and seeking for reality.
Yours, friend
Ryan
All of A Sudden
All of a sudden, i feel grateful and thankful...
Recently, I've been to the old campus back and forth, where the first two years were taking place. Perhaps we,human beings are always trying to forget the past and looking forward to the future. Cause we know it's not rational to look back,i most of the time, admit the truth. But things are not always on the so-called right side.
Thank you-Jack.It's you who at the end tells me what you are thinking of from your deep heart... It's you who tells me something right from wrong...It's you who shows me the true feeling of your heart...And it's you again who tells me how to show my love to my mother and somebody deserved to. The phone call wipes out all the doubts,i wanna say without hesitation,i'm proud of being with you for every minute...and gradually...silently...
All of a sudden, i'm a bit anxious to return home...
Born and raised in big city but not able to parallel with the ones along the coast,i'm from a nuclear family. Unfortunately, it's not like the ordinary one for only my mom keeps in my deep memory. As her only son, I, a shy boy,especially in front of her,i dare not to express my true feeling to her. Maybe it's something wrong that makes me a little rebellious. Truth to be told,i do miss her sometimes and somewhere,even silent cry has been running for her. Indeed,i own her a lot...I feel regretfull that i failed even to send a text massage, expressing my true love to here. I don't know myself why i dare not but as a son ought to. Since you remind me of the fault maybe now a mistake and blunder i'm gradually realizing. So i tried once that day, the feedback you know really touch my chord. I hope from that day on, i could be a better son.
All of a sudden,i'm braver and maturer...
I should put it now, Be real and brave to everything and everybody deserved. Although actions speak louder than words, it's the words that we need mostly to express ourselves. No matter what kind of feeling is rooted in your body, expression from not action but also mouth makes the same. Each means of expression resembles your right and left hand,respectively. Do combine both of your hands and make full use of them.
All of a sudden...
P.S: A lesson that comes all of a sudden. "Better late than unknown"
Recently, I've been to the old campus back and forth, where the first two years were taking place. Perhaps we,human beings are always trying to forget the past and looking forward to the future. Cause we know it's not rational to look back,i most of the time, admit the truth. But things are not always on the so-called right side.
Thank you-Jack.It's you who at the end tells me what you are thinking of from your deep heart... It's you who tells me something right from wrong...It's you who shows me the true feeling of your heart...And it's you again who tells me how to show my love to my mother and somebody deserved to. The phone call wipes out all the doubts,i wanna say without hesitation,i'm proud of being with you for every minute...and gradually...silently...
All of a sudden, i'm a bit anxious to return home...
Born and raised in big city but not able to parallel with the ones along the coast,i'm from a nuclear family. Unfortunately, it's not like the ordinary one for only my mom keeps in my deep memory. As her only son, I, a shy boy,especially in front of her,i dare not to express my true feeling to her. Maybe it's something wrong that makes me a little rebellious. Truth to be told,i do miss her sometimes and somewhere,even silent cry has been running for her. Indeed,i own her a lot...I feel regretfull that i failed even to send a text massage, expressing my true love to here. I don't know myself why i dare not but as a son ought to. Since you remind me of the fault maybe now a mistake and blunder i'm gradually realizing. So i tried once that day, the feedback you know really touch my chord. I hope from that day on, i could be a better son.
All of a sudden,i'm braver and maturer...
I should put it now, Be real and brave to everything and everybody deserved. Although actions speak louder than words, it's the words that we need mostly to express ourselves. No matter what kind of feeling is rooted in your body, expression from not action but also mouth makes the same. Each means of expression resembles your right and left hand,respectively. Do combine both of your hands and make full use of them.
All of a sudden...
P.S: A lesson that comes all of a sudden. "Better late than unknown"
An eagle takes to flight.
Being alone in his nest without his mate and friends, a sense of solitude arises, accompanying with cold all over, awakening, followed wondering and meditation...
Thinking back three years ago, he takes to fly, through over 1,300km,across the plateau to the plain, finally lands on a far away place. He flies over thousands of miles for practicing his survival skills materially and spiritually, as well as for sake of his family. He has been growing through all success and calamity on the road,still not as perfectly sophisticate as a veteran. At the very time of such winter, on seeing other eagles fly back home as the seagulls migrate from Siberia for spending the freezingly cold days, he is anxious to return with his friends and mate together.However,he is going to fly towards an opposite direction farther away from his birthplace. The distance is getting longer and longer while he believes all the existing nature could be hardly changed.
This winter is strangely cold, cruel and endless. He must be a better eagle if all the chances offered him. But not yet, taking "all the hard nuts"into consideration, he couldn't show his learnt skills with other peers in the equal arena on 19th,20th. He can't help admiring others and thinking of himself. Especially after sharing the "Ten Years Agreement" of his partners, a better planning is an necessary evil indeed at present. It can be as small as a study schedule and as great as a blueprint. Perhaps he is still naive and needs more practice. He must grow faster as earlier as possible ,not only for himself and the above hard nuts, but also for his present "sweet burden" and happiness in the near future...
A ringing bell finally makes him come back to sense, still surrounded with cold and solitude, but all these are too weak to conquer the warmth brought in by a soul expectation. What such eagle feels right now is energetic, self-motivated, ambitious with a strong desire of possessing a brighter sky...
Best wishes and good luck to all his eagles at the stage in these two days! He says he will keep you company on the road ahead!
At 7:38 pm,21st(the day after tomorrow),he is declaring to the globe ahead of time:
A solitary eagle is about to take to fly to the place,where he will continue his struggle for his ever made promises and dream. And with all his eagle partners, he is not alone on the road any longer, with them together, their promise and dream will come true, and with them together, at the time when they are gliding in the sky,they will proudly say " How can a sparrow know the will of an "eagle" !"
To all the eagles on the road, All the best!
Thinking back three years ago, he takes to fly, through over 1,300km,across the plateau to the plain, finally lands on a far away place. He flies over thousands of miles for practicing his survival skills materially and spiritually, as well as for sake of his family. He has been growing through all success and calamity on the road,still not as perfectly sophisticate as a veteran. At the very time of such winter, on seeing other eagles fly back home as the seagulls migrate from Siberia for spending the freezingly cold days, he is anxious to return with his friends and mate together.However,he is going to fly towards an opposite direction farther away from his birthplace. The distance is getting longer and longer while he believes all the existing nature could be hardly changed.
This winter is strangely cold, cruel and endless. He must be a better eagle if all the chances offered him. But not yet, taking "all the hard nuts"into consideration, he couldn't show his learnt skills with other peers in the equal arena on 19th,20th. He can't help admiring others and thinking of himself. Especially after sharing the "Ten Years Agreement" of his partners, a better planning is an necessary evil indeed at present. It can be as small as a study schedule and as great as a blueprint. Perhaps he is still naive and needs more practice. He must grow faster as earlier as possible ,not only for himself and the above hard nuts, but also for his present "sweet burden" and happiness in the near future...
A ringing bell finally makes him come back to sense, still surrounded with cold and solitude, but all these are too weak to conquer the warmth brought in by a soul expectation. What such eagle feels right now is energetic, self-motivated, ambitious with a strong desire of possessing a brighter sky...
Best wishes and good luck to all his eagles at the stage in these two days! He says he will keep you company on the road ahead!
At 7:38 pm,21st(the day after tomorrow),he is declaring to the globe ahead of time:
A solitary eagle is about to take to fly to the place,where he will continue his struggle for his ever made promises and dream. And with all his eagle partners, he is not alone on the road any longer, with them together, their promise and dream will come true, and with them together, at the time when they are gliding in the sky,they will proudly say " How can a sparrow know the will of an "eagle" !"
To all the eagles on the road, All the best!
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