8.27.2008

We are Mountains

We are Mountains,
Mountains with firmness,
Stand erect…

We are Mountains,
Mountains with spirit
Stage all-conquering…

We are Mountains,
Mountains with life
Grow evergreen…

We are Mountains,
Mountains with love
Remain unbreakable…

We are Mountains,
Mountains with hope
Exist eternal…

My all friends , Jack, Debby, Ostrich, Kevin, Catherine, Peanut Butter, Tyler, Micheal…
We are montains,
Fighting Mountains,
Forever mountains!

8.21.2008

Be ready...

I am taught how to get up and get dressed in the morning when the alarm clock rings, instead of going back to sleep.
I have been accustomed to eating breakfast while walking on the road to work, as well as beads of sweat .
I,however,am used to adapt to the everyday overwork,but nothing at hand, only with the purpose of not badly impressed.

I have to learn that ican't talk on the phone to my pal, text-message, send email, or dating while at work or at spare time.
I have to learn to accept the situation that no appointment is to be looked forward to. Instead of doing the job I’m being paid for,I don’t think it’s good, but the current situation does develop like this.
Around 24 hours , a day, living in a way I planed,does solitude really help? Solitude is a kind of freedom, but may stale when faced with a zealous heart…Did I mention I would like to suffer all this?

Another typoon named Parrot would probably land along the east coast tomorrow.Here is doomed to be effected. So take weapons for everything.
Quote the universal saying: Ready for the best and prepare the worst.

8.14.2008

Metro Card lets me choose

I’m glad to have a chance to go out at working hours,even for business affairs. It is so kind of the Dept Manager to share his Metro Card even though I decline his favor. But when I punched his card at the entrance, it doesn’t work and turns out to be in debt.
So question takes place: Two choices of dealing with this matter await me:
First,to make a phone call to manager and ask whether add some money in, and then tell him the fact . Let him decide what to do next, of course he will pay the same amount of cash I paid back.
Second is to tell the manager the fact in an easy manner and let him forget it. At most, when he comes the sense to pay me back, I say: “Well, no big deal, u could treat me an ice cream.” And let it pass.
So which is right? Or no right or wrong?
Which is a better choice?

8.05.2008

Typhoon's Curse

20.8 Degree North Latitude,114.0 Degree East Longitude.Typhoon Kammuri(北冕) is landing in Guangzhou.
It is the first time I weather this howling moment.Born and raise in inland,I have no chance to feel the difference.
It is from dawn till now that the wind is intermittently howling,seems to show his strength to the fullest. Even I sit at office with window and door closed, I can hear the shouting of the wind.
Because of her curse, it is persistently heavily raining for a couple of days, said the news, but can’t parallel with our mother river that could swallows every life.
Besides, it is for sure the wind will be howling and sometimes ghostlike.But good enough, it is not qualified to blow us away.
So to those who lose weight, Be more careful.Remember not to go beyond the limit that can root you on the earth.

8.04.2008

Move to the Top

How time flies! A month has already passed as the expiry time of renting a bed comes to an end. The 2nd Aug, it is the time I should move to another place.
The current one is a better place to live in. For it is comparatively well-equiped. Only my colleague and I have the right to share it. We bought second-hand water heater, electric fan, and garderobe. The only challenging job is we have to climb to the 7th floor. (Notice: it’s not we live in 7th floor,but 8th, the top-that is cockloft. To let some American-like Chinese,such as Jack understand,haha). I just put this in a British manner.
We dare not fear this challenge, for one thing, we are younger generation , enery is endless. For another,it’s worth doing that. To live here, fresh air, sunlight, and quietness will visit us all the time.
Just imagine how cool it is !

7.30.2008

"Angel" in the Morning

Darkness sometimes is a Right Hand to help man release.
Yesterday evening, the electricity failed for nearly 10 min.Within this limited span, someone could expose what his heart feels,then freed even not to the top of his bent.
To the man who normally hides their feelings and avoids weeping in front of others, it is the chance to help them out and turn another picture of mankind.
Shadows of all the substances are clear, fingers’ weak and vague. Only the big bright tears are the brightest.
Darkness helps man out,
Darkness helps a man to be a real man.
Though sleepy as he is, still wait till 12 wee hours, Best wishes are conveyed to my Forever!
See, Darkness is not as dark as it is as usual, while like an angel in darkness with wings to take all the pains and sorrows far away!

7.28.2008

Still U ?

Don't U care about someone anymore, at least not the way u used to, but i've become a bit of a compassionate person and i wouldn't wish harm on someone, especially someone who used to be such a big part of my life, which i wish someone could be used to be that part. I want to tell you that i'm thankful for the good memories we had, and i'm sad we didn't spend the summer and the coming 3 years together.
It's funny, because i still remember the last afternoon i saw you through the webcam. i remember looking at you and thinking everything was so perfect, and i was excited and happy at that moment.How i wish that moment will never stop. I see your lovely face and cute everything...be in tears , cause how i wish that i'm by your side...
But after the most latest time we "quarrel", i realized that you're not the same person anymore. It seems u changed. When u said u would let me away when i can't stand the hardship of our departure. I feel my heart broken. What i wanna hear is that u can come back and be with me. Such a simple "gimmick may express your heart. U're someone that doesn't exist. All those memories of you that i was holding onto, now and even future,made me laugh. When you'd bite my finger, hold my hand or kiss my mouth, or ...are just memories of a person that may not exist now. Maybe just time and distance made so, whatever.
and just so you know, i really did love you, which was something i didn't think i was capable of doing with any guy. so how i hope U are the one who can keep me company forever and forever.
Don't U remember me? Don't U be that U? Don't U remember our sweet promise?
If not,I just hope that one day you can make a boy who u think u could make him happy without having to hurt him. I just hope that one day you can live to love him.I just hope that one day you can think of me and not forget me,Your ex-boyfriend.
Best Wishes!
Yours forever

Newborn Ryan

An Accidental Kiss

To our generous friend,
I'm still wondering all the morning, do you really love me or my foot? Are you attracted by my scent of man? Or are you drunk yesterday and fail to return your right nest? Or ....I do admire and appreciate your acceptance of the place where you spend a whole night. Congratulations! And you set an unprecedented record from the minute i roughly find your existence...
The first thing i do as soon as i entre my domitary is at first to check my "broken" ankle, and then check out what holly person and distinguished guest you are. Fortunately, my ankle is less aching and swollen than it was at dawn. Glad to find out it's a bee indeed which is considered as a useful insect kisses me!
Accident happens when i'm ready to leave for KES instead of Catherine who is luckily invited to a birthday party. I feel a sudden ache while i'm wearing my socks, at that time,i've no idea until i hear the humming coming directly from inside my sock. I'm sure i am kissed by some animals. For it's time to hit the road,i have no choice but to give up the opportunity to check in detail. I promise then i'll destroy him or her the time i come back. Acctually,in my deep heart, it would be an animal like bee which is able to make noise like humming.
I tell to my friends what happend to me. One says because i have a sweet mouth, which deserves a kiss from such a bee. The other says, due to my smelly sock, a real fly or mosquito becomes a bee which offers me a accidental kiss on the hazy morning.
Anyway,i'm thankful to such an accidental kiss that enables me a special day. But, i must show my sympothy to the bee. I do not mean to bother your sound sleep and seriously feel sorry to admit your sacrifice after your kiss,known through common sense.
Now i want to say i never hate you,it's only an accident. Since we are even, wish you a better life in the animal heaven!I'm proud of your existence on the earth and feel honored to learn the Bee Spirit form you. That is spirit of industry,teamwork,dedication, self-dicipline,and seeking for reality.
Yours, friend
Ryan

All of A Sudden

All of a sudden, i feel grateful and thankful...

Recently, I've been to the old campus back and forth, where the first two years were taking place. Perhaps we,human beings are always trying to forget the past and looking forward to the future. Cause we know it's not rational to look back,i most of the time, admit the truth. But things are not always on the so-called right side.

Thank you-Jack.It's you who at the end tells me what you are thinking of from your deep heart... It's you who tells me something right from wrong...It's you who shows me the true feeling of your heart...And it's you again who tells me how to show my love to my mother and somebody deserved to. The phone call wipes out all the doubts,i wanna say without hesitation,i'm proud of being with you for every minute...and gradually...silently...
All of a sudden, i'm a bit anxious to return home...

Born and raised in big city but not able to parallel with the ones along the coast,i'm from a nuclear family. Unfortunately, it's not like the ordinary one for only my mom keeps in my deep memory. As her only son, I, a shy boy,especially in front of her,i dare not to express my true feeling to her. Maybe it's something wrong that makes me a little rebellious. Truth to be told,i do miss her sometimes and somewhere,even silent cry has been running for her. Indeed,i own her a lot...I feel regretfull that i failed even to send a text massage, expressing my true love to here. I don't know myself why i dare not but as a son ought to. Since you remind me of the fault maybe now a mistake and blunder i'm gradually realizing. So i tried once that day, the feedback you know really touch my chord. I hope from that day on, i could be a better son.

All of a sudden,i'm braver and maturer...
I should put it now, Be real and brave to everything and everybody deserved. Although actions speak louder than words, it's the words that we need mostly to express ourselves. No matter what kind of feeling is rooted in your body, expression from not action but also mouth makes the same. Each means of expression resembles your right and left hand,respectively. Do combine both of your hands and make full use of them.

All of a sudden...
P.S: A lesson that comes all of a sudden. "Better late than unknown"

An eagle takes to flight.

Being alone in his nest without his mate and friends, a sense of solitude arises, accompanying with cold all over, awakening, followed wondering and meditation...

Thinking back three years ago, he takes to fly, through over 1,300km,across the plateau to the plain, finally lands on a far away place. He flies over thousands of miles for practicing his survival skills materially and spiritually, as well as for sake of his family. He has been growing through all success and calamity on the road,still not as perfectly sophisticate as a veteran. At the very time of such winter, on seeing other eagles fly back home as the seagulls migrate from Siberia for spending the freezingly cold days, he is anxious to return with his friends and mate together.However,he is going to fly towards an opposite direction farther away from his birthplace. The distance is getting longer and longer while he believes all the existing nature could be hardly changed.

This winter is strangely cold, cruel and endless. He must be a better eagle if all the chances offered him. But not yet, taking "all the hard nuts"into consideration, he couldn't show his learnt skills with other peers in the equal arena on 19th,20th. He can't help admiring others and thinking of himself. Especially after sharing the "Ten Years Agreement" of his partners, a better planning is an necessary evil indeed at present. It can be as small as a study schedule and as great as a blueprint. Perhaps he is still naive and needs more practice. He must grow faster as earlier as possible ,not only for himself and the above hard nuts, but also for his present "sweet burden" and happiness in the near future...

A ringing bell finally makes him come back to sense, still surrounded with cold and solitude, but all these are too weak to conquer the warmth brought in by a soul expectation. What such eagle feels right now is energetic, self-motivated, ambitious with a strong desire of possessing a brighter sky...

Best wishes and good luck to all his eagles at the stage in these two days! He says he will keep you company on the road ahead!
At 7:38 pm,21st(the day after tomorrow),he is declaring to the globe ahead of time:

A solitary eagle is about to take to fly to the place,where he will continue his struggle for his ever made promises and dream. And with all his eagle partners, he is not alone on the road any longer, with them together, their promise and dream will come true, and with them together, at the time when they are gliding in the sky,they will proudly say " How can a sparrow know the will of an "eagle" !"

To all the eagles on the road, All the best!